I recently came across an interesting definition of the word âloveâ, in the context of a loving relationship:
âThe capacity to feel the full spectrum of human emotion in service of being present in this current moment (the only place you can actually be with another).â
I donât know how technically accurate of a definition that is, but itâs an excellent description of what it means to be loving to another human being – especially during a conflict.
This morning my wife was inexplicably mad at me. I say âinexplicablyâ, but she could certainly explain it. Turns out the night before I was tired, grumpy and acting like a grouch. I had an attitude and just about managed to get myself to bed as early as possible.
This morning I woke up early, as chipper as one of the birds outside that wakes us up for the pre-dawn prayer. I got the boys to school and came home, curious about what was on Rachidaâs mind. I had completely forgotten how grumpy I was acting the night before⌠but Rachida certainly hadnât!
This brings up the quintessential challenge of relationships in general, and marriage in particular. How can you bring presence, a quiet mind and a loving heart to an interaction, especially when there are intense negative emotions like hurt, anger and a sense of righteous indignation?
This is as important when it comes to living with your partner, as when it comes to living in a country and a world split by political divisions. How can you be with the âotherâ in a way that shines the light of the divine onto the situation?
Hereâs what works best for me:
- The moment feelings of hurt, upset, sadness or anger come up in me, I move away from the temptation to âblameâ them on the other person, their stance, or their opinion
- Instead, notice the feelings and thoughts arise within yourself and observe them
- The moment you do this, you might notice that the edge is taken out of them; theyâre not as hard to handle any more. They may even dissipate or completely disappear as you pay attention to them.
- The more conscious awareness you can bring to your feelings and thoughts, the better you can re-focus on what is actually being said and the more deeply you can listen
- More often than not, youâll soon find that they are also dealing with some hurt, upset and frustration, which they might be perceiving is a result of your behaviour. Instead of getting caught up in that assumption, increase the intensity of your own presence
- Notice how, just as your harmful thoughts and feelings dissipated through the light of your conscious awareness, your partnerâs hurt feelings dissipate as you give them space to express themselves, while deeply listening.
- Your presence is now shining its light so brightly that your partner is now feeling fully seen and heard, because they truly are.
This âmarriageâ stuff is a work in progress and I donât have any expectations of ever doing it âperfectlyâ, if there is such a thing. I am, however, very aware that the more presence I can bring to the âconflictâ, the more Iâm pouring water over the fire instead of oil.
To me, thatâs what love is.
One of the most brilliant relationship coaches I know, the lady who came up with this definition of love, (Annie Lalla), just released a mini e-book thatâs available now, which goes more deeply into loving strategies that we can use to make our marriages better.
Itâs designed for Relationship Coaches, but it will probably benefit you directly if youâre married and be of use if you ever find yourself helping other people in their relationships too. You can check it out here:
www.mamoonyusaf.com/heart-guide/
If you read it, let me know what you think and which parts were most beneficial. Obviously, Annie is not a Muslim and hasnât studied âThe Psychological Switchâ with me, but I think youâll find a lot of her ideas have an immediately positive impact in your marriage, inshaâAllah.
Read the book: www.InsideTheSoulOfIslam.com
If you want to deepen your connection with Allah, become your best self and improve all your relationships, watch The Switch Masterclass here: www.MamoonYusaf.com/switch
